I could tell you of so many lessons I have learned. To brush my hair, keep my room clean. I learned that flying wasn't possible without a plane, that I'm not a ninja, and that as I am not a squirrel I cannot jump from tree branch to tree branch when twenty feet in the air .. But none of those lessons really made an impact on my life. Only two things have ever done that. One when my parents got divorced I learned a lesson about life. Then when I was nine I learned about true fear, and at twelve I learned to face it.
I was nine when it happened. My sisters and I never really did anything big for Father's Day because my Dad wouldn't
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I need it want it
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(Yes, Yes)
It fills my whole being
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(Do IT, Do IT)
It seeps into my begging soul
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(Please, Please)
The sharps knives call to me
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(Come, Come)
It slices through my scared skin
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(Deeper, Deeper)
The now fresh blood drops down to wood
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It stains the floor that nice dark red
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My vision fades in and out
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The world starts to turn all black
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I can hear voices calling
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The end has finally come
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(Faster, Dee
I could tell you of so many lessons I have learned. To brush my hair, keep my room clean. I learned that flying wasn't possible without a plane, that I'm not a ninja, and that as I am not a squirrel I cannot jump from tree branch to tree branch when twenty feet in the air .. But none of those lessons really made an impact on my life. Only two things have ever done that. One when my parents got divorced I learned a lesson about life. Then when I was nine I learned about true fear, and at twelve I learned to face it.
I was nine when it happened. My sisters and I never really did anything big for Father's Day because my Dad wouldn't
Cut
Cut
(Now, Now)
I need it want it
Cut
Cut
(Yes, Yes)
It fills my whole being
Cut
Cut
(Do IT, Do IT)
It seeps into my begging soul
Cut
Cut
(Please, Please)
The sharps knives call to me
Cut
Cut
(Come, Come)
It slices through my scared skin
Cut
Cut
(Deeper, Deeper)
The now fresh blood drops down to wood
Cut
Cut
(More, More)
It stains the floor that nice dark red
Cut
Cut
(Darker, Darker)
My vision fades in and out
Cut
Cut
(Leave, Leave)
The world starts to turn all black
Cut
Cut
(Faster, Faster)
I can hear voices calling
Cut
Cut
(Follow, Follow)
The end has finally come
Cut
Cut
(Faster, Dee
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Two weeks until school!!! I'm going to be a ninth grader!!! It feels so weird knowing that the elementry kids are starting tomorrow but I'm not!!!!! well wish me luck everyone with this knew stage in my life!!!
My friend is really mad at me. She is upset becuase she says I always go against her oppinion which is ture. Usually I do have a different oppinion and i voice it becase I was taught that if I have my own feelings on something I should voice it unless it wuld get me in trouble. My friends and I all think she is being completely riddiculas. She is also being really mean to me. She gave me back the birthday present I gave to her last friday the 20th. She also emailed me telling me that I had to give back a bok I had barrowed from her by the 31st or she would call my parents and HER Dad would het involved.
I am totaly flummexed (confused)(haha